Some periods of our growth are so confusing that we don't even recognize that growth is happening. We may feel hostile, angry, weepy, hysterical or even feel depressed, but what is most unpleasant is the not knowing what's happening. I know it can be hard to get up everyday and have so many people rely on you, it would never occur to us unless we stumble on a person who explains to us that we are in the process of change and actually becoming larger than we were before.
Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time, it's wanting to be alone but not lonely, that feeling when you are not necessarily sad but you just feel really empty. It's okay if you are in a place where you are not sure of how to make sense of certain things,. You are still free to cling onto what is true to your heart and soul even in your unknowns, the light is still guiding you and no matter what your uncertainty is, you are being led where you need to be.
It's good and okay to understand that what matters today might not matter hours later, tomorrow or even a week after.,you can rise up from anything and recreate yourself, and whatever that you thinks makes you weird is probably the greatest asset that you can have and i hope even on your worst days you'll know how to special you are and enjoy the new levels of personality that are about to be revealed in your next phase of your precious life.😉😊
